I'M BACK AND (hopefully) WILL ALWAYS KEEP UPDATING: 2018 recap and thankfulness

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Hello!
It is 2019 already!!! Happy new year folks. 

wow. it feels so weird to be back and writing this blog again. the last time i wrote something on this blog was i dunno probably back in September????? but now i'm back for good. 

It's just so weird to see how this blog is growing without my own knowledge and i'm actually kind of sad that i was not there to see it grow. There are 2 things that i want to touch on before i get on to the main idea of this post. (Oh and i have a mini announcement by the end. not that it will be exciting but oh well) First of all, i am so glad that some people actually emailed me regarding my experiences and how they'd like to get to know more about certain stuff. I'm really happy to answer to those emails and although i'm so bad at fast responding to those emails, but eventually i'll reply it. If you ever have any questions about anything you can always email me anytime and i'll try my best to respond to you asap. Secondly, i want to say thank you that people actually read my blog and stick with my blog even though i rarely update which is what i'm gonna work on more. My 2019 resolution is actually to write more on this blog and share more of my experiences and maybe some personal thoughts that i'd like to share. As i am very aware that most of my readers are from Indonesia, i will definitely make this blog bilingual (english and indonesian) so everyone (kind of) can read this blog. k that's for the intro and the next part is gonna be mixed indonesian and english so yeah. (cuz i miss talking or writing in indonesian)

One word to describe 2018 would probably one-hell-of-a-rollercoaster. That's not really one word but bear with me. 2018 can be said as the highlight of my life because i have never accomplished so much in just one year. I fell, i got up again, then i fell again, then i'm back again. It was crazy ashdggdjjajsgg. (MINI DISCLAIMER: i will never make this blog somewhat formal to share my experience bc i really want this blog to be personal, you're gonna see a lot of of grammar mistakes, wrong spelling, and many weird 'ahsggfsaghaf' but yeah i'm not gonna change how i write. Dont worry i might seem not serious bc im writing it that way but i am but the way i write does not change my specificity on writing my experiences as i'm going to tell you everything but from my perspective so have fun)  Back again, there were a lot of emotional breakdown let me tell ya. It was a real harsh year that needs 1000000000% patience and tons of mental supports. Behind the scene of what you see on my social media right now is from all of this blood, sweat, and tears that happened in 2018. Even now i am still trying to be the best version of myself better then yesterdays. I'm not here to tell you like 'omg i went thru a lot yall to be here' nah.. because i know a lot of people that went through even harder journey than myself to be able to stand here as well. Those people are great people and i am glad to call them my friends. I learned a lot on how to be thankful on everything. Even for the shittiest days. Because without those then i wouldn't be here today. 

A lot of lesson learned and i'm ready to move forward from now. Biggest lesson that i learned would probably the cheesiest quote ever that your hard work will never betray the result. IN ANY WAY. ok you might think that once you lose or you dont get in to something then that's it. NO its not. maybe the result will come to you in another way and maybe not your first aim. You will figure it out somehow and stay true to yourself. Don't dwell to the fact that sometimes you might fail or be at your lowest point (tbh it'd be weird if u dont have those low point of life but if u dont then oh wow!) Stand tall and try again. my 2017 was full of failures tbh (i mean not really but somewhat i had a lot of downfall) but 2018 was my year. i took me a year. for you it might take 3 days, 2 months, 5 years, but its gonna be worth it. eventually. 

tbh idk what am i writing bc im out of mind right now and something that i said might dont make any sense but imma post this anyway ya kno. btw i already published this then i realized that i forgot to say my mini announcement but anyway i want to create a yt channel! i mean i already have one but i'd like to make more videos that shows my life in UWC china and just a regular daily life. ok ciao! see u on my next post :) 

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